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Monday, March 8, 2010
oppareul saranghae~how i wish to hear those words. anyway updates. dad's eldest brother passed away.. so had wake for four days. even though i skipped a day to go seoul garden + mahjong with the band peeps. though yes. i dont mahjong.. GRADUATION YO! i thought i could refrain from tearing/crying.. but.. i couldnt hold my tears at the crematorium.. . once the fire burns.. his body would be of no more.. every year we would see him at least once.. thinking about how he looked like when he was healthy.. and how his body deteriorated so quickly.. .. and also thinking about how i am just not strong enough im not strong enough to protect anyone right now. im one of the only 3 sons carrying the bloodline. zhihao - now carrying the burden of his whole family .. n taking over his dad's company .. zhiliang - taking care of his sick father and family single-handedly. bought a house. bought car.. send sisters to school for education etc.. zhi jie - wasting life doing nothing productive and never growing up. i do feel really bad. will i be able to actually do anything like them? i doubt so. im just too weak. maybe. im just meant to be someone small and worthless. my sisters would probably acheive much much more than me |
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