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Wednesday, February 10, 2010
oblivious.the word that i can only apply to myself right now. everything just act blur nothing will happens. because i don't want it to. the world where i'm in control. ok. maybe not that much. let me be in control of my life once in a while.. let things just go smoothly like what i'm thinking of.. im tired. really tired.. not physically tired.. but mentally tired.. this race is like forever and i haven't stopped in a while.. if i didnt had parents. i would've been long gone by now.. oh wait. if my parents didnt exist .. i wouldn't too. i owe them my life. i can't just die because of my selfishness. maybe im thinking too much.. but thru experience 99% of the chance its probably not what i think it is. YES .. i am HOPING for the 1% to HAPPEN.. sub-consciously. even though my mind is filled with pessimistic things. i do have some little tiniest bit of hope left in me. coonfessions of a optimist turned pessimist. |
Goodbye.
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