your laughter, your smile makes me go the extra mile :)
after i backed up my smses. i read through most of it once.. really made me smile ..
and i figured something very shocking.. i need to improve on myself. amjust not good enough.
thinking about things again.. imagine life if my dad wasnt so kind to his friends. i'll be living in private estate. i'll be driving in a car i'll have money for all the things i wanted. lenses, license, car , clothes and many many others yes im being materialistic now.
thats also why ive learnt to be selfish ..
fuk you people who owes my dad that huge sum of money and disappeared.
im just not good enough. not yet. not ever i need to persevere. through all sorts of hardships / ups and downs of life. leave the past behind and move towards the future like what everyone says
