today. heard a shocking piece of news from boon about his ex.. shall not say anything about it..
but it did make me think even more.. bad sign .. the overly sensitive me + such news = more black eyes. more sleepness nights.. which will lead me to spoil my health and body..

boon. if u do read.. its time to get over it.. trust me ... life will become the usual. if u need drinking buddies. u can call me.. anytime i will bring down liquor just for you.. we'll drink till we forget everything..

time + alcohol heals EVERYTHING

people always feel unsecure.. thats why they go into a relationship..
to me.
a relation should be
- secure
- trusted
thats the two KEYWORDS im looking at.
yes. i need someone to fill the emptiness inside of me.
but i will definitely not make a move if im feeling insecure and if i dont trust the person.

i kinda don't know my mood right now.
maybe im happy. maybe im sad.
but i sure do know that.. i will not acheive anything..
dreaming of eternity? from what it seems. ETERNITY doesnt exist.

can i just say the 3 words to u and get over it? even though i know i havent got any chance cause even though i trust u so much... i still feel insecure.