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Sunday, April 26, 2009
realised something..at work.. told my fren life sucks.. he says ya true.. thats why i smoke. trying to die earlier. therefore.. a new motto was formed life sucks take drugs. well.. i'll smoke but.. not now.. maybe after wmc.. lol i always come to know alot of things when im alone .. thinking .. cause everytime with other ppl.. i wont tend to think about things.. well.. so many things.. im not gonna care anymore.. because no matter how much i think about it .. nothing will change.. so why bother my only 2 true friends has changed.. come to think of it. i dont have any friends anymore. all of them changed. so did i.. but still i put friends before myself.. but they dont.. so .. whatever i'll just move forward. until the day i die. which i hope is soon .. nothing in my life is right.. as a student.. im one of the bottom.. as a person, i suck.. as a musician, im irresponsible and lousy.. as a son.. i've failed everything that my parents expected me to be.. as a intern, i slacked and wasnt serious.. as myself, i think i have done too many things wrong. its too late to change now. i dont have anymore time. few years time.. i'l lbecome a working adult.. and a very bad one. habits do not change easily.. well..it was nice being myself. but now on.. i'll keep my own comments to myself and just live on. yes.. im a failure in every aspect. and btw. fucking g@ys should die |
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