inn of sixth happiness 2nd movement solo failed badly. im not impressed with myself. this is the end.. i give up on myself.
life sucks. why bother.. laze around .. gaze around .. stone around.. thats all there is to it..
being a decoy/substitute is probably better than not being recognized as anything i guess.. i'll look at it positively and just see how it goes.. one step at a time. maybe it'll be better.. maybe it'll be worse..
sometimes.. when you are in a position that is worse than hell.. when theres no one..
