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Tuesday, September 2, 2008
had band prac.. was fun.. miki is back!!! and her flute is still the best :o anyway.. band prac.. played weird and unfamilliar pieces again.. i can't sight read once again.. in conclusion i suck.. and then after that went to KFC eat.. wanna eat the 2 piece chix ..budden i think sure eat liao will vomit so ordered the toasted twister thing. thought it would taste like a kebab but.. no i was wrong.. it taste FUC*KED up .. so guys dont try that.. after that went home.. reach home on msn den suddenly fren told me conqueronline got free spawn.. so no life from 12 am plvl till 5 am .. then went jogging with mom and DALE.. my dog follows me when we jog! miracle man.. normally he runs about like crazy .. and then now. SO TIRED.. but it was all worth it. at least im starting to jog regularlyi might seem that im forgetting everything.. but i still think about u... but when all hopes are lost, forgetting is the only thing i can do.. now is the perfect time to forget ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- saw this on francesca's blog so did it.. interesting .. as usual.. i'll bold the things that are true :S You have exaggerated demands on life but you are cautious enough to try to hide these beliefs from the outside world. You are covert enough to try to impress other people around you with your achievements and at the same time able to put on an act of pretending to be 'humble' - being the same as everyone else. It would appear, however, that whatever you are doing seems to be working out O.K. For some time now you may have been subjected to considerable physical illness and or emotional distress. This may have taken a severe toll and you feel both physically and mentally worn out. Your self esteem has been reduced and you now need a peaceful environment which will permit you to effect full recovery. Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out OK - and you are right -it will! All of your stress arises from lack of mutual understanding. The existing situation is unsatisfactory and you feel that you are unable to improve it without the help and co-operation of others. The need for understanding and for affectionate 'give and take' remains unsatisfied. You are experiencing the feeling of being 'handcuffed' - 'tied down' - 'hindered' - 'restrained' and this untenable situation is giving rise to impatience, irritability and the desire to escape from it all. In the past your trusting attitude has often been misunderstood and so you have needed to protect yourself against your tendency to be abused and taken advantage of. As a consequence you possibly adopt an aloof and critical attitude and you are only willing to let your guard down once sincerity and trustworthiness can be assured. |
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