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Tuesday, January 11, 2011
yeah what can i say..many things left in my heart. non i'd dare to say.. maybe if i be honest. u will remember .. those days that were meant to be only ours. maybe it wouldnt become like this Sunday, December 19, 2010
 3 more weeks and it'll be over. woo.. cant wait.. Life is so boring now.. finally understood why i rather chose to be alone than to be in a group of people.. i like to be quiet and alone. but sometimes.. i need someone to be there.. where is that someone..? Saturday, March 13, 2010
i despise myself.this should be the last post that im posting here. goodbye world. if only i had 1 more chance. Friday, March 12, 2010
in search for the one. Thursday, March 11, 2010
changed blogskin.cause karin ASM says previous is uglier during seoul garden arghhh~ i just can't believe that you msged me mysassygirl. gosh. spending so much money recently without any income.. booo. cap diffuser $8 $62 on tripod. soon to be $118 on dry cabi... my bank acc going to left 0 soon.. going to starve once again woo hooo~~ some people just want attention or affection. like me.. when will the person appear .. im waiting and waiting. even though i've found that perfect one. i;ve already lost the chance. epic. failed Monday, March 8, 2010
oppareul saranghae~how i wish to hear those words. anyway updates. dad's eldest brother passed away.. so had wake for four days. even though i skipped a day to go seoul garden + mahjong with the band peeps. though yes. i dont mahjong.. GRADUATION YO! i thought i could refrain from tearing/crying.. but.. i couldnt hold my tears at the crematorium.. . once the fire burns.. his body would be of no more.. every year we would see him at least once.. thinking about how he looked like when he was healthy.. and how his body deteriorated so quickly.. .. and also thinking about how i am just not strong enough im not strong enough to protect anyone right now. im one of the only 3 sons carrying the bloodline. zhihao - now carrying the burden of his whole family .. n taking over his dad's company .. zhiliang - taking care of his sick father and family single-handedly. bought a house. bought car.. send sisters to school for education etc.. zhi jie - wasting life doing nothing productive and never growing up. i do feel really bad. will i be able to actually do anything like them? i doubt so. im just too weak. maybe. im just meant to be someone small and worthless. my sisters would probably acheive much much more than me |
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